When/Wherever You Find Her

by AVA TIYE KINSEY

Heather Polk, Black to the Future, 2019

For Schomburg, Clarke, Carr, Watkins-Beatty, and Beatty

When he found Her,
His eyes were not yet cloaked in unseeing
He, still full of youth in its majestic innocence,
Sat reverent at the feet of his father whose speech hugged Ss and sliced Rs sharper than a machete’s sure, steel blade.

Father uttered a re-membered past
And handed Her to him
Situating Her right side up.

Father had dug up Her grave, and found that Her parts had been flung like chicken feed across the blood-leaden, blue mass

Father found the way using the North (South) star left behind by his Ancestor and saluted Her before he broke through the arid soil that held Her

Father found Her there buried, but, yet, undead

She sat slumped, disfigured–
Scarred by the knife of a cruel and foreign initiation

Where Her tongue had been cut and Her thoughts had been muted,
She taught him to read Her mind

He found Her voice there

He reveled in Her wisdom and astute character

As he listened,
He heard the whisperings of millions
Saying another was still to come,

The forecast would come to be when the sun,
In its radiant brilliance,
Passed through his second quadrant

In the meantime, he was to re-member Her

Place Her head were they had buried Her feet

Lay Her dead in entombments of pink stone and gold

And re-cite their lives’ testimonies to their children

Who had fore-gotten their way before they came here

The ancestor who chose to answer the call of the forecast
Cloaked himself in flesh and found his way through
Applachia
and
Tundra
and
Cities of brick and mortar
To Her feet

There he found him,
Him who had studied from the father,
Who had found his way to Her by way of ancestor

Him,
Now entering his sun’s third phase
Was now the Father
And he, the one who She uttered into being,
Brought to him two others

Twins who, too, would re-member Her

The presence of things hoped for
Was now evident in new-Father’s unseeing

He handed the mantle from his shaky, now-feeble hand
To his son
As his sun passed into its final phase

The three–
Son and Twin–
Vowed to re-member Her
In the membering,
They assembled those whose suns
Had yet to break the horizon,
This time around

They re-member Her
Piece by piece,
Parcel by parcel

In re-membering Her,

They remember


Ava received a Bachelor and Master of Arts in Africana Studies from Howard University and Temple University, respectively, and seeks to make it her mission to magnify indigenous cultures as a means to liberate and commune with herself and others. Ava is a mother, a partner, daughter, writer, friend, sister, and a descendant of warrior women. She is an associate editor of A Gathering Together.
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